Thursday, May 29, 2008

Special Places that have encouraged Self-expression and Imagination

aka: Amy's Rambling again, Mom

(Settle back, this is going to be a long one)

When I was around 6-8 years old, I asked for a club/play house for Christmas. My older brother, Joseph, kindly accommodated that request and created the framework of a house. I can only remember it as framed, which makes me think it never got completely finished. Funny thing, I was quite happy with what I had. I remember makeshift walls and ceiling from blankets and odds and ends of plywood. I remember make believe adventures with brothers and sisters. Mostly, I remember I had my very own clubhouse.

In another place we lived, my play house tendencies continued and my sisters, brother and I would use the old camper shell. I remember cleaning it out and trying to nail discarded molding to the counter edges that were rough. Oh, the slivers that camper gave.

I remember the house in Moroni, Utah. The three of us girls shared a room on the top floor. At that time I really wanted a cedar chest. I believed any self respecting bedroom had to have a cedar chest at the foot of the bed. Since I didn't have one, I improvised with boxes and a blanket to cover them. Christmas that year brought me a cedar chest.

I remember the apartment in Salt Lake City that I shared with Danyelle and Christy, my first college roommates. It was rectangular shaped. The front door opened into the front room. It was huge with one wall of windows that opened on to a wonderful view of the brick building next door. From the front room a hall ran the full length of the apartment with closets lining one side and doors opening up to the kitchen and the bathroom, finally ending at the bedroom. Late one night, the phone was ringing in the front room. I had been sleeping and wasn't fully awake as I walked down the hall to answer it. I can remember bouncing off the walls as I sleepily zigzagged to the phone. The caller was a bit taken back when they were greeted with "This had better be good" rather then "Hello". Our bathroom was green and white. I want to say a lime green or something similar, and I loved it. It was different. The light switch was in the hallway. Boy that was fun! With 3 girls and one bedroom, my closet was two of the ones in the hallway. When the doors were open, it would take up the full width of the hall. Even when there were only two of us, I still kept my closets in the hallway. When we first moved in, I slept on the couch in the front room, and quickly realized I got the better deal. You see it was summer and our only cooling system was a swamp cooler located in the front room. While I slept comfortably the other two baked.... that is until one of them couldn't take it any longer and would crank the thing to its full force, then I would freeze.

Then there was Cell Block 5: That is what I called my dorm room I had during the semester I spent out in Virginia. Right before I left I found they had cancelled all my arrangements including my housing. After straighting out that mess, they gave me what was left. One of the rooms in the basement that had never been used except to hold storage. As I opened the door to Room 5, the place I would call home for the next 4 months, I was greeted with dust and dirt and darkness and the smell of hastily painted walls. Across from the door was my one window: multi-paned and it showed an overgrown window well with grating covering the top of it. "Welcome to Cell Block 5 was my first thought. All the furniture was stacked in the center of the room. It took most of a Saturday scrubbing everything with hot soapy water, and then arranging the furniture, before I felt I could safely rest there. After a couple of nights, I bought myself two items that were absolutely necessary, if I was to remain there, a small fan that sat on the chair and cooled me off (no cooling system and we are talking East Coast humidity in the middle of August). The second item was a plastic bed covering, cause friends, I was not alone in that bed. To think all this time I thought "Don't let the bed bugs bite" was just a funny saying. With all that I grew to love that room. Every morning I would wake up and look from my pillow at my "tree" in the window well. The dew would glisten off the leaves and I would fill peace and excitement for the new day. It was a sad moment (and I felt personally violated) when I came back from class one day and found the grounds keeper had completely cleaned the window well. Nothing was left but freshly turned dirt. It resembled a cell block even more with just the cinder blocks to look at. I thought about planting flowers but didn't want to risk the grounds keeper's ire.

Now if you've read the last post, you already know about my shed. I've just got quirky tastes and I love them. What's next, you might ask. I don't know, but lately I have started saving the last pages of the "This Old House" Magazine. It's where they advertise an old house with lots of history and character that needs someone to renovate it and return it to it's former glory. Between the picture and the $1.00 price tag, I can't help imagining...... So who knows, in a few years one of them could be mine, unless of course a lighthouse comes up for sale.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Trying to regain a Special Place

This last weekend I spent organizing my shed. During the winter it became a catch-all for all my boxes and excess furniture. With the weather getting nice and rumors of family invasions for the next few months, I decided I better organize it into a workable space. That way I can lay out sewing projects without having to clean up the mess. Funny isn't it, you try to be creative and all others see is there is no safe place to step or sit in the Family Room. Shocking I know. ;)

So Saturday was spent sifting and sorting and by the end of it, I was pretty discouraged. Too much stuff!!! How did this place become more of a storage shed then Amy's Secret Hideaway. Monday morning I attacked with renewed vigour and some peppy music. This time I forced myself to go through every box and really look at what was in it. So much paper!!!!! The boxes got sorted into subject matters, Sewing, Cosmetology, Books, etc.... Thankfully the fun subjects had more in it then the boring regular stuff. Then when I put it back into boxes, the boxes got labeled. I had no idea I had two file boxes worth of just "office supplies" stuff, papers, files etc. Who knew I was such a sucker for office supply stores? ... Ok I did, there just so many cool ways to organize yourself.... but no more shopping until I've used what I already have.

That goes for fabric too. One wall has shelves on it just for fabric boxes. And I still had 2 boxes of fabric, with no place to go.... oh wait that's four boxes cause of the two that got brought into the house for my purse projects. AHHHHHHHHH Believe it or not I haven't been into a fabric store for at least 7 months. And I won't be until I've made a serious dent in my fabric stash. There's just no more room.

6 hours later and it was looking good, it still had a storage shed look with boxes lining all my walls, but my two tables were generally clear, .... clear enough to work on at least. And my reading chair was clear and nicely positioned. I even tried it out later that evening. So nice to sit and read, tucked away from the rest of the world.

Once upon a time (ok a couple of years ago) I had that shed set up really nicely. There are shelves (only about 6" wide) that are scattered on two of the walls. They are perfect for my books. And I had my whole library arranged by subject and authors. On this shelf was my nautical adventures, another, my juvenile lit., my romance, ones guaranteed to make me laugh every time, non-fiction.... etc. The third wall, next to the door has shelves that held my filing boxes (and all of them fit on that one wall) and the fourth wall has a windows that ran the length of it with a counter beneath it.

I was thinking of how it use to look, while I sat in my chair that night and thought, "How do I make it look like that again". Even now I am seriously contemplating taking the "storage" stuff and putting it on one side of my bedroom. It's not like I spend alot of time in there anyway and I really want to get my books out of the boxes I put them in last year, when I thought I was moving. Who knows maybe another weekend I will. Of course, I can always take my books back into the house and put them on the bookshelf I have in my bedroom..... Doesn't seem to have the same ambiance. I blame it on my reading of the Boxcar Children as a child, teenager... ok I read them now. Which reminds me, where has that set of mine been put?

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Playing with Fabric

I'm so excited! I've been having fun with fabric and sewing. My current sewing interest is purses and I found a great web page with cute purses. They are called Lazy Girl Designs. http://www.lazygirldesigns.com/ I ordered three patterns to get started with. The two pictured are Wonder Wallet and Runaround Bag. They are fun and easy to sew. The Blue, Yellow and Green combination was the first one I did. I think it needs a fun yellow flower on the front. The wonder wallets are so great. They really do fit all my cards and cash. The Coin pocket is really cool too.
I didn't buy anything, just used what I had in my fabric stash. This really made things fun because I have too much fabric sitting around and love it when I can use it.
Funny thing is, as soon as I got them made, I started thinking of who I could give them to. For me the fun part is creating. So Sunday, we had a visit from my brother and his family. So I brought them out and asked if his two girls would like to have the purses (I kept the wallets). They did, although Anna opened it up, looked inside and looking disappointed, said, "There's nothing in it".
Thankfully, Aunt Emily came to the rescue and had some candy they could put in them. I make it, she fills it.
Of course, I've got ideas to make one for myself. I just wonder how many I will make before I find one that is "just right".

Friday, May 16, 2008

Explanation on the Thought

In responding to Amy's Comment, I found the explanation was getting longer then a comment should be, so here it is as a post.

I was thinking a number of things
1) I was working on the computer and decided to take a short-cut with the program I was working. Instead of making things easier it caused a whole lot of time consuming difficulties to get back to were I was before the shortcut.

2) Later, I was working on a sewing project, and instead of following the directions I kept wanting to do it my way. The problem with learning so much about sewing is the added knowledge can get in the way of sewing. Thankfully, the pattern is quite forgiving and it still turned out really nice, although there is one small spot that I haven't fixed, cause it's a good remind to keep things simple.

Which leads up to
3) as I was thinking over the last couple of days, I was reminded of an instance as a teenager. The short story: I had a great idea about sliding on snow. You see when you try to slide on snow with regular shoes, the tread slows you down and you don't slide smoothly. So my bright idea was slippers have no tread so they would probably make great sliders. Ya... well if you know what happened next then you've got more common sense then I did. You see, about the time I hit that "gleaming snow patch" was when I had the thought that this might not be a good idea. Which was confirmed as I went airborne and landed on my face in the snow.

So those were my thoughts. Any addition examples would be great to hear about.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Just a thought


Do you ever have those days where you think you're being so smart and sneaky about something only to discover maybe you weren't?

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Bad News Good News

Good News - Family Bar-B-Que
Bad News - My car died in the Wal-Mart parking lot where I stopped to pick up my food assignment and 2 quarts of oil (Car engine was sounding rough)
Good News - My brother was just down the street, so he came by and checked it out
Bad News - 2 quarts of oil only filled it 3/4 of the way.... ouch .... and the car still wouldn't start
Good News - My brother was equally clueless on what was wrong with it
Bad News - Dead car - unfamiliar town - 80 miles from home - no $ for towing
Good News - Family Bar-B-Que was fun and delicious
Bad News - Tired, long day, wish I could get in my car and go home .... oh wait it's still dead
Good News - An awesome brother-in-law (who knows cars) and brothers, and sister who went down to see what they could come up with. .... They Got it started ..... Yippee
Bad News - You may need a new starter....
Good News - At least it wasn't dead from lack of oil ;)
Bad News - A worrisome drive home .... what to do, what is that sound, repair $$$ questions
Good News - Made it with no incidence
Bad News - Car died as I was backing into the drive-way
Good News - Another awesome sister pushed me the rest of the way into the drive way (Aren't big families great, there is usually someone around to help)
Bad News - Week schedule is too busy to do anything about the car now, will need to walk or beg for rides
Good News - Kindness abounds and I got a ride to work, and it was a lovely day to walk home
Bad News - Had to call for someone to pick me up 4 blocks from home, cause a I had dog following me for most of the way and wouldn't go away. I couldn't take the chance of it knowing where I lived.
Good News - Dad made the call and our friendly neighborhood mechanic came by and replaced the starter for free
Bad News - The car still wouldn't start
Good News - Discovered the problem was some wires had been disconnected so he reconnected them and the car started.
Bad News - Car is running but I discovered the next day that the windshield wipers don't. I think a couple of wires got crossed.....
Good News - Nice sunny day, will make sure those wires get taken care of this weekend
Bad News - This morning and into the afternoon there have been dark clouds and wind
Good News - An hour away from quiting time and the sun seems to have come out. Here's hoping it holds

Sounds in an Office

The walls are thin
Clicking of the keys on a keyboard
A pop and a hiss as soda pop can is opened
Squeaky chair
Distant conversation down the hall
Doors opening
Walking on carpet that is sensed more then heard
Indistinct sounds - books being shuffled around the desk?
A Chair being rolled on the carpet
Boxes scooted on the floor
Objects being shifted on a counter
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Funny, five minutes and no phones
Certainly a quiet afternoon

A slow day


Came across this comic strip of Calvin and Hobbes and had a strong desire to follow suit.

Monday, May 5, 2008

GRE - Testing more then just intelligence

Well, Saturday marked the first day of classes for my GRE Prep Course. I've been rather intimidated with the prospect of taking the GRE and what it means. Well, we got an hour's introduction regarding what to expect and then the rest of the time was set apart for a pre-test to determine where we are, weaknesses vs. strengths.

So how did I do?

Well, let's just say it's a good thing I decided to take the course before paying money to take the GRE and have my scores count. On the one hand, there wasn't any surprises. The test is made up of three sections, I summarize them as Reading, Writing and Arithmetic. In technical term, they are "Verbal & Reading Comprehension; Analytical Writing; and Quantitative Analysis.


So strength, Verbal & Reading Comprehension. That wasn't surprising considering my bookwormish tendencies since I learned to read. I'm always trying to challenge myself with reading, and usally have a book somewhere near my person.

Weakness: Math: Now I know I'm not very good with numbers but can I ask you, did the program have to be insulting about it. Really! How the test goes is if you answer a question correctly, the next question would be harder and if you answer it incorrectly, the next one is easier. So image how offended I was when the silly thing asked me what 2+2 was. Rude!!!!! Ok they may not have been that bad but how about this "There's this graph showing sales over a 10 year period, how many years did sales increase". Hmmm. Let's see, the line goes up 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 times." How insulting! It didn't help to read in my text book, "These are content areas usually studied in high school" High School!!!! - Why didn't they just have that annoying paperclip from Microsoft word jump up and mock me after I finished that portion of the test?

Now if Verbal/Reading was a "pat on the back" and Math got my "dander up", then Writing put "me to shame". You see we weren't required to write the two essays, because there would be no one to read and grade it. But we can practice if we want to. So I looked at both topics and "shamefully jumped ship". I skipped both of them. And like "Lord Jim" I've carried the shame of my decision with me, ever since. (like how I slipped int he literature reference, told you I read alot). Afterwards, I gave myself a serious lecture about not letting writing intimidate me. And to make sure I don't run from it again, I will practice writing an essay, using the topics given me, everyday. Well, mmmm, let's just say it sounds great in theory but I seem to still be running. But this has got to stop.........

Repeat after me : I can and will write! I will show that program a thing or two about Math! and I will love do it! And I won't get cocky about the verbal section. Got It? Let's hope so..... I mean Yes, Ma'm, Captain, sir!!!!

Thursday, May 1, 2008

Older siblings beware!

I love my nieces and nephews. They are so much fun. A few weeks ago, My sister-in-law, and I planned a trip to the zoo with her two boys. "Grandma" came along for the fun. The boys are three year old and 10 months old. And as most older siblings go, (J) can be quite the bully to his younger brother (C). Saturday morning we were getting the boys dressed, and big brother stepped on the little guy's fingers. (J) got a firm lecture and told how he needed to be nicer to his brother. As I was comforting (C), I couldn't help wondering how tough the little guy was going to get if he didn't learn to walk soon. At least then he might have a better chance of defending himself.

On the way to and from the zoo, I rode in the back with the two boys. On the way (C) fell asleep and I got to run interference with (J), who thought it would be funny to wake (C) up by poking or grabbing the little guy's pacifier. What a toad! Anyway, the zoo was wonderful and we were all very tired, especially the adults and we all hoped both boys would fall asleep, but again only one of them did. This time it was (J) and I got to keep the little guy occupied cause he isn't too fond of his car seat. And it was only coincidence that the little guy kept throwing his bottle on his brother's side of the car. Well, in the split-second my attention got distracted elsewhere, sleeping brother's head felled forward and out went (C)'s hand and grabbed a fist full of hair. Hehehehe, Yes, little guy got a lecture about not pulling his brother's hair but I'm afraid I was chuckling to much to make it sound firm. And it didn't help me stop chuckling with (C) growling at me because I wouldn't let him grab his brother's hair again. I guess the little guy isn't as defenseless I thought.

Now, that's not the end of my story... the next day, I was at a family get-together and had my niece (S) on my lap. It was (S)'s 7th birthday and we were sitting reading a book with a few of the other kids standing around me. (S) got a little bored and started pretending to fall off my lap and then I would catch her. Well, the last time, I let her slowly fall to the ground. Both of us were laughing, when I felt her younger sister (A) tugging at my sleeve. I turned to see what she wanted and she said, "Thank you, Now I get to sit on your lap." Hehehehe oh, boy, (A) isn't yet 4 and she's thanking me for pushing her sister onto the floor. Well just so she didn't think I purposely pushed her sister off, I made room for both of them.

So older sibling beware, just because you were born first, doesn't mean, the younger set won't find some way to challenge the age old response "Because I'm older, that's why."

A beginner blogger gets started.....

Well it looks like I'm blogging whether I know what I'm doing or not. With two of you checking to see what I've got going on I guess I need to just write. Believe it or not I've written a number of posts but they never made it past my critiquing and the backspace ;) So here goes:

I rebelled against the turn in cold weather last night by removing my winter quilt from my bed. It has worked well all winter but I needed spring. So out went the solid green colored down quilt and in came the purple cotton with a lovely floral print. And I froze.... ok not exactly cause being the avid sewing that I am, my room abounds with back-up blankets. So I covered up with a second blanket and slept rather well, .... as long as I didn't move too much.

Besides the sense of spring the quilt brings into my room, I am also very excited to lounge on my bed once more. You see, although a down quilt keeps a body warm, it is also quite poky. I didn't realize how poky until I tried reading a book while lounging on my bed. I couldn't get past the first paragraph before I had to move to a chair. Well what do you expect from a $30.00 quilt.

With the skies grey and the chilly wind picking up, I may have to wear my winter coat but at least my bed looks bright and cheery and at night, well I can always throw another blanket on the pile.